• 22nd May
    2013
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  • 17th May
    2013
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  • 14th May
    2013
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It’s been a while since I posted anything.I was super sick and had strep throat for a while. NOT FUN. Other than that, I have really enjoyed summer so far. The stress from school is gone, I’m sleeping more, waking up with the sun, eating well, and spending tons of time outside. Yesterday I layed in the sun, went swimming, and walked four miles with a friend. I haven’t been this happy in a while!

I’m still weighing around 190, but I do notice that my body is changing. All the swimming and walking I starting to show in my legs and for the first time I’m wearing shorts. I’m still a bit selfconcious but I’ll get used to them. Target had some super cute ones that weren’t booty shorts! Go Target! My friend Ryan has been helping me shop lately and he told me I should set a goal for myself to find something sleeveless I’d wear. That is a huge step. I have always hated my arms and I hae extra skin I’m not fond of, but maybe eventually I’ll get over it.

I leave for Europe in two weeks and I know I will come back looking awesome because of all of the walking and fresh food. I will admit, it will be uber hard not to eat pasta or pizza in Italy, and I might as a treat, but every day that passes it just makes mose sense why grains are terrible for our bodies. I never crave them anymore. I do cheat from time to time but not often. I really love being primal and I am trying to go 100%. I think I might even start a small garden when I return! When I get back into town, I also want to start rock climbing and swimming more. I really had forgotten how happy the pool makes me!

I’m proud of my changes so far, and I’m so happy to finally be under 200! Ahhh! It’ll be nice to start seeing more of the 180s, but I’m in no rush.

I’ll also be Wwoofing this summer in Denmark! That’s where you volunteer time on a farm in exchange for food, housing, and expierence. I can’t wait! Eee!

  • 5th May
    2013
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  • 25th April
    2013
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  • 21st April
    2013
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  • 19th April
    2013
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WIW

Last week: 190.8
This week: 190.4
Loss: .4
Total Loss: 44.6 pounds

Not bad. I didn’t really workout this week, I got strep throat :( so I’ve been feeling very very weak. The meds are starting to kick in, so hopefully in a few days I’ll be back on my feet.

  • 11th April
    2013
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1st: Now  2nd: Then It’s times like these when it’s good to reflect. You know…. those times when you feel like you are struggling the most and want to jump off a cliff, or get sucked into a black hole, or jump into a volcano, or.. (hey I’m a theater kid I’m allowed to be dramatic…OKAY….OKAY!!!!) As the one year anniversary Funny Woman show approaches I can’t believe how much has happened in the last year. I’m 45 pounds lighter. Stronger. Happier. Handling stress much better than I was a year ago. Don’t have NEARLY as much downward pull in my current picture and I am proud of myself for starting a comedy show. It’s what I love, and it can effing be stressful sometimes—but the cast is awesome, devoted, hilarious, and so so talented. 

1st: Now  2nd: Then

It’s times like these when it’s good to reflect. You know…. those times when you feel like you are struggling the most and want to jump off a cliff, or get sucked into a black hole, or jump into a volcano, or.. (hey I’m a theater kid I’m allowed to be dramatic…OKAY….OKAY!!!!) 

As the one year anniversary Funny Woman show approaches I can’t believe how much has happened in the last year. I’m 45 pounds lighter. Stronger. Happier. Handling stress much better than I was a year ago. Don’t have NEARLY as much downward pull in my current picture and I am proud of myself for starting a comedy show. It’s what I love, and it can effing be stressful sometimes—but the cast is awesome, devoted, hilarious, and so so talented. 

  • 10th April
    2013
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  • 9th April
    2013
  • 09
Today majorly sucked emotion wise. My scenes in acting were shit, one of my actors cancled on me for a directing scene im supposed to.present tomorrow and I cried in class. A lot. My two highlights though: I woke up at 6am and went to a 7am yoga class this morning. And I got a fancy new scale from a groupon a while back. I know its not wednesday but I weighed myself a few times and it looks like im making really great progress, I got on my old scale too just to double check. Hoorayyyy. Super close to my next goal weight. I think I need to take progress pictures soon because I really can’t tell that I’ve lost 17 pounds aince January. How did that happen!!!

Today majorly sucked emotion wise. My scenes in acting were shit, one of my actors cancled on me for a directing scene im supposed to.present tomorrow and I cried in class. A lot.

My two highlights though: I woke up at 6am and went to a 7am yoga class this morning. And I got a fancy new scale from a groupon a while back. I know its not wednesday but I weighed myself a few times and it looks like im making really great progress, I got on my old scale too just to double check. Hoorayyyy. Super close to my next goal weight. I think I need to take progress pictures soon because I really can’t tell that I’ve lost 17 pounds aince January. How did that happen!!!